d91: Amidst all this chaos and the overwhelming red, why do I still feel a glimmer of hope? Why do I put yet another foot ahead? Can I really gain something through all this loss? Am I determined or just ignorant? Do I really have a cause or am I just in denial? I’m colorblind to the traffic signals. I can’t tell; Is it time to keep pushing forward or STOP? I DO NOT FEEL THIS WAY i...